I Love it Here...I mean, yes there are moments when I miss Home terribly and wish I was there but then this is what my life is going to be built around Now and I like it. I like the independence of it all. Like being awake till 3 Am in the Morning without having anyone to tell you what to do or going for a walk at 12 midnight just for the thrill of it. It all sounded so forbidden then and now you do it everyday. Eating whatever you want, whenever you want regardless of your obsession with weight, talking about boys or going for shopping everyday without having to explain anything to anyone. It is all just so much fun!!!
And then the Lectures itself, one really couldn't care less if one attend it or not, provided you submit the assignments on time, though always last minute and of course plagiarized! And if in case it happens that one of your friends is taking the same subject that you are- then there is no reason to attend it all all - He can do all the learning for You! And there would still be no one to tell you anything but yourself!
And then there would be the weekend Parties- it would be someone's birthday or someone's hook-up but party it will always be. Some drink, some dance, some do Both. And still you would enjoy it till the last plate of chips is over or the last bottle of wine smashed. You wake up with a huge hang-over the next Morning or still be too sleepy to wake up for your Class and there would still be no one to say a thing.
And then there are relationships...always relationships! Someone likes someone, or someone hooked up with someone or someone broke up with other and the rumors that follows. Two guys fought over her or he cheated on her. It always happens. And then Comes the endless session of gals crying their heart out and guys drinking their head out! The forever vow never to 'love' again until you see them proposing another gal just the next day!
And then Sometimes comes the moment of loneliness...moments when you wish someone was there with you to share every enjoyable moment. There are friends of course, but for all those late night talks and fashion discussion you can't help but wish for something more. And then that Someone comes along, shares few moments with you and then suddenly it all ends too...And then you are left wondering perhaps I did something wrong, perhaps it wasn't such a good idea after all or perhaps I shouldn't have got involved in the first place. But then in the end, you always remember that the moments you shared are yours and yours alone and then you are glad it all happened and move on, again wakin up at 3 Pm in the afternoon, eating comfort food, getting drunk and doing every random thing!
Yes, There are moments when you think perhaps my parents won't approve of this or perhaps my Sisters won't like the way I live and then you decide 'Alright,I am going to be responsible from this day onward' And then the moment you see a bottle of wine, all that good intentions flies right out of the window - 'This is the last time, I swear I'll be responsible from Tomorrow' and then the Craziness always continues on...In the end, the only Explanation you can actually give for all the crazy thing you do is 'Hey, This is Life, you got to enjoy it,right?'
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